life genre: comedy thriller
sometimes i get so proud of myself like i know im not that outstanding straight-A student and damn im way far from there i dont have any academic achievement whatsoever i dont even work as hard as most of my friends do but believe me when i say i shock myself all the fucking goddamn time and i believe i just got one of those moments recently. like i can see how people are so shocked with some roles and responsibilities i had in the past years because just so y'all know, i shitted myself knowing it for the first time as well. every. goddamn. time. i'm a suck person and i have always been that way. i'm that happy-go-lucky careless person and by happy go lucky, you know what i mean. i dont give a fuck about anything.
i guess God has always been nice to me. i mean, things just kinda figure themselves out for me, at least eventually or for a certain period of time. i have no idea what in the world have i done to make me deserve all these things that i have ever had or achieved but trust me, im a fucking lazy ass person and this ass aint going anywhere. and that, my friend, is pure luck and prayers bc without it i won't be where i am now. i probably wouldn't be able to finish what have i started let alone starting something pretty decent during this tough times. for god sake i know that if anyone dare enough to do it, they would just probably go in front of my face and say that i dont deserve it all and i would literally tell them that i think so too but things just kinda fall nicely for me sometimes so im not very surprised. i shock myself all the time to the point im not surprised anymore sometimes.
my friend, im as suck as you could probably think i am for having such a wonderful life. i know i dont put much effort into many things but if you also think that we're alike, then pray (oh, and be good to your parents). He listens (and parents always pray for their children).
p.s. i should do more prayer because i think this post jinx all the luck i have left.
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