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all these stay-at-home situation has been really frustrating but who am i to judge, right? i have a comfortable home, with comfortable facilities, and basically nothing has changed from normal lives other than im not able to go out as freely as it used to be anymore. i'd think some people are selfish to keep going out for the sake of being 'sane' and to let out their extrovert selves heal. an unpopular opinion of mine; as long as youre not going out for work or other emergencies, my (you would call) close minded mind would still think youre selfish. i, myself, could be selfish sometimes too, dont get me wrong. i still go out with unnecessary reasons every once in a while. to let my extrovert self heals. 

damn, i thought i would go insane with all these lockdowns situation and hell yes i am. but apparently public health acquires more than just people going insane over stay-at-home. just when i thought things couldnt get any worse, the numbers keep rising and keeps on giving new records everyday. and with all those stressing amount of people getting infected, people dying, people died, we all still need to be selfish to keep ourselves sane. the world has turned super crazy over the past 6 months and we have literally no one to blame. if we think that our country has failed us in keeping the public's wellbeing and health, well, they're trying to make things work between keeping the public healthy and not falling in economic recession. and that is not an easy job if we, as society and people of the country, can't hold ourselves back for not being selfish. 

jd sebenernya udh gatau namanya manusia kan a social being ya butuh human interaction bukan cuman over virtual communication tp ya semuanya?? gatau deh pusing. dunia aneh sekali sekarang. yuk kita banyak berdoa.