turning 22 & covid 19

i postponed this post since march 22nd and the day today is march 31st and im continuing writing it again. hope this time it'll make a post.

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so i turned 22 a few days ago... yeay?

GAKSIH

JUJUR ENGGA BANGET

ulangtaun kemaren tuh kyk gini nih


my family's culture is to celebrate every birthday but hmm hello covid?? why r u even here. i spent the whole day lying around my room moving from my bed to my desk, listened to some music, watched netflix, cooked breakfast and lunch, went out driving around surabaya. and that's all. the drive was pretty fun tho. i asked one of my good friend to accompany me wandering around surabaya and that was a night well-spent at least during all these pandemic

udah hampir seminggu lah (pas tgl 22 udah hampir seminggu, kalau skrg JUJUR DAH GAKEITUNG) gue dirumah aja ga kemana-mana. eh tetep kemana-mana sih kayak ke supermarket, beli barang - barang buat masak (IYA COY GUA MASAK FINALLY DI KOSAN). terus akhirnya tanggal 27 apa 28 kemaren gue di evakuasi untuk kembali ke jakarta.

terus gue cekot kosan. anjir lah didnt expect that kosan life & campus life would end this soon. kaya rasanya pulang ke rumah tuh masih ada bayangan kalau balik ke surabaya punya kosan. kaya kosan adalah rumah kedua gua (YAIYALAH??) yaudah  gitu deh kesel aja si sbnrnya. hehehehhe. tapi gapapa.

lets talk about being 22.
i used to think that people aged above 20 were all grown up and stuff until i became one. anjir. rasanya nyanyi lagu 22 nya taylor swift aja i feel like. dude. am i even 22. no. jujur gapercaya kok gue udah gede. udah kepala dua yg ketiga kali nya. terus dulu gua mikir umur 22 itu gua akan lulus kuliah. trs ya iya, if everything goes to plan, gua harus nya lulus di umur 22. ya bener astaga gua mau lulus bentar lagi mau masuk dunia yg sebenar nya astaga astaga astaga.

i really dont feel like changing much. buat gue kayanya umur tuh bukan sesuatu yg bisa menjadi ukuran. ya iya sih gue juga berasa kaya udah tua HAHA gasih belum tua??? kaya apa ya hmm dah dewasa kali ya??? anjir 22 dulu gue mikir 22 is such a big age. engga coy. im still the same old loyla yang gajelas yang suka nya rebahan yg sukanya buang2 waktu cuman nonton netflix. god, my life is a mess.

yaudahlah ya
doain aja gue bisa survive sampe akhir kuliah dan wisuda di bulan september 2020 ini yaallah amiin luv u all.

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