#loyla'sconfession

having people that thas been around you since you cant even remember making your condition now is the best place to be. pernah ga sih mikir pengen ngerasain sesuatu yang youre not used to it?

gue sering banget.

i really want to step out of my comfort zone, do something crazy with people that are fun to be with. spend the night out on the mountain. apa aja lah pokoknya.

tapi sayangnya, gue gabisa. dengan alesan yang gabisa gue jelasin disini.
ini topik utamanya.

dont believe me when i say "gue mager". karena sesungguhnya, ketika gue bisa bebas ngapain aja gue bisa jadi orang ter gabisa diem sedunia. i would like to go on a road trip with anyone basically as long as they're fun to share the experience with. i love exploring forests. im okay with having a simple dinner out in an open field.

i love adventures
gue suka jalan jalan sendirian. gue suka get lost. gue suka nyoba sesuatu yang belum pernah gue rasain sebelum nya. gue suka bergaul sama orang baru. gue suka mengenal seluk beluk kehidupan diluar lingkungan yang selama ini gue tinggalin. i just love experience new things

so when you ask me to go out and instead of saying yes, gue malah ngasih 1001 alesan yang gue mager lah, gasuka tempat nya lah, gapunya duit lah atau apapun itu. that's not true. i love going out. i say those things just because i want to protect something that i cant explain it here. not even to anyone.

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moral of the story: do not stop anyone to do what they love to do just because you dont like to do it. it sucks